Well friends, I have started to write a blog now that I have exhausted all other sources of trying to bring my interest back into daily life. I don't know whether I am trying to write something specific here. I read a blog i wrote sometime back, and I said wow! did I think that.Strange. I have lost interest in my routine. I know that there are billions of voices echoing my thoughts. The mind feels empty. That's basically caused by lack of work, lack of proper thought. I have just completed my prep for MBA during which time, i came in touch with lots of beautiful articles, knowledge sources, and felt that all the time that I have is not sufficient to absorb all the information. Then at that point, I had promised myself that I will keep up the tradition of keeping in touch with current affairs, and also the latest happenings around the world.
These things actually give u a perspective. And that's an essential characteristic of your personality. I was slowly developing the taste for good content, and relishing reading that. These things actually make you a better person. Try to read good things by good people, there's no dearth of information in this world. And its our good luck that we have got all the facilities to access the same. But look at me, I allowed myself to slack and there I lost touch with all the momentum I had gained. I won't blame myself for that completely because I had been busy since the last whole year so was yearning badly for a break. Once I have taken some time out, now I plan to get back into the groove of being updated with all that's going on in the world. It provides you with some confidence.
Now back to what my status is at this point... How to bring back the interest that is absent. Well, for one thing, i should look at times which I feel for myself to be most productive. Most of my lack of interest has been stemming from my not being able to fit into the general surroundings either at office or at room. If I could tune into one of the person, who could be on the same thought process as me, I could spend more and more time according to my own way. Here at this place, I believe most of the time goes unproductive. I want to talk, and talk well. Not just rubbish talk. But serious productive talk that really brings about change in my thinking,life.
I feel all the pent up pressure of constructive ways that are just clogging my brain.
The main reason of it being pent up is that different people have different ways of releasing their creative energy, it goes into hibernate mode during company of people. I don't know what the reason for that might be, but maybe because I try to hide it in front of others and afraid to discuss about them, because i don't have the energy to convince others of my ideas at this point, because i myself am generally exploring my thoughts, and i prefer to keep it that way. But people generally think it better for them to interrupt and presume to have better understanding.
I am just hoping that future holds a better kind of atmosphere but I want to continue thoughtful brooding, gain knowledge, perspective, and use the same for my development. I am confident of my abilities to think logically and keep a decent opinion of myself. Of that, I am sure. And I believe once I get out of this thoughtless phase, I will generate interest..
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