Remembrance in times of disillusionment, and misunderstanding and idiocity

Hey O,

This is just to let me remember for the reality that nothings different except my perspective that gives me importance thats there and feels down when i am down. But what the hell, the world is f***ing every tree out there. Tree - the living being that just keeps on giving and takes nothing and is vulnerable and can't defend itself. But thats the destiny. One is anyway of useless worth. You protect and sustain yourself at what cost? What actions happen for the better are an addition, otherwise whats the point. Not following idealism, just letting be. Something ending, something beginning, its just happening. Its not a matter whats happening to yer end,, the doesn't make or break anything. Not even you. Coz you don't have control. Its happening. Let it. The only thing to know is - it all happens in spite of you. Your sense of control, if its unfortunately there, is in your own mind. Its never about you. Its all about what's happening. Its God's magic. If he pampers you - its like that, not that you got consequence, and if he squelches you - its like that, you got no consequence whatsoever, and thats how it is, so its the truth. Well but where's the positivity that was there,

Well its not there!! or its there, Same like if nobody's there. its never in your power is it. So stop thinking about it.  Nothing's there. And thats closer to truth right. And you don't have control. Any which way dude. You are smart only if you know this. Time moves and makes things happen. Just be the agent. It will happen if it has to happen. See the things moving and you being a part of it, and you realize the God's magic. That's all about it. Else whats of consequence anyway. Just let it happen. Your worries, your aspirations...are a laugh. Let it be and U'll see, they were really a laugh...a loud one at that.

Arziyan

These lines teach a lot really......

"Jo bhi tere darr aaya, jhukne jo sar aaya,
Mastiyaan piye sab ko,jhoomta nazar aaya] -2 times
Pyaas leke aaya tha dariyaa wo bhar laaya,
Noor ki baarish mein bheegta sa tarr aaya,
Noor ki baarish mein ohhoooo,Noor ki baarish mein bheegta sa tarr aaya,"

His is the only safe abode for us and none else. You provide, we just need to come to you. You are the only source of happiness. Who is parched for happiness, is made to dance in the rain of happiness. You are that.

Hooo ek khushbu aati thi,
Hooo ek khushbu aati thi,
Main bhatakta jaata tha,
Reshmi si maaya thi,
Aur main taktaa jaata tha,
Jab teri gali aaya, sach tabhi nazar aaya – 2 times
Mujh mein hi woh khushbu thi,
Jisse tune milwaya,


Getting attracted to the lot of side attractions. Looking for beauty, peace and happiness in there. but it was in me only, YOU just made me realize it.


Toot ke bikharna mujhko zarur aata hai,
Hoooo toot ke bikharna mujhko zarur aata hai,
Warna ibaadat wala shahur aata hai,
Sajde mein rehne do, ab kahin naa jaunga,
Sajde mein rehne do, ab kahin naa jaunga,
Ab jo tumne thukraya to sawar naa paaunga,


I am just a freaking sneaking little shit. I can sob, cry, and am sick, helpless, shit without you. Please always let me remember you and be by your side, nothing else should matter.....


Sar utha ke maine to kitni khwahishein ki thi,
Kitne khwab dekhe the, kitni koshishein ki thi,
Jab tu rubaroo aaya, aaaa,
Jab tu rubaroo aaya, nazre naa mila paaya,
Sar jhuka ke ek pal mein, hooo
Sar jhuka ke ek pal mein maine kya nahi paaya,


Please don't let me be proud, of actions I think I am doing. Let me remember that i am just shit, I am just the agent O God! I look at you, and realize the futility of considering myself to be of consequence. Let me be in your grace!!