Friday, February 4, 2011

Remembrance in times of disillusionment, and misunderstanding and idiocity

Hey O,

This is just to let me remember for the reality that nothings different except my perspective that gives me importance thats there and feels down when i am down. But what the hell, the world is f***ing every tree out there. Tree - the living being that just keeps on giving and takes nothing and is vulnerable and can't defend itself. But thats the destiny. One is anyway of useless worth. You protect and sustain yourself at what cost? What actions happen for the better are an addition, otherwise whats the point. Not following idealism, just letting be. Something ending, something beginning, its just happening. Its not a matter whats happening to yer end,, the doesn't make or break anything. Not even you. Coz you don't have control. Its happening. Let it. The only thing to know is - it all happens in spite of you. Your sense of control, if its unfortunately there, is in your own mind. Its never about you. Its all about what's happening. Its God's magic. If he pampers you - its like that, not that you got consequence, and if he squelches you - its like that, you got no consequence whatsoever, and thats how it is, so its the truth. Well but where's the positivity that was there,

Well its not there!! or its there, Same like if nobody's there. its never in your power is it. So stop thinking about it.  Nothing's there. And thats closer to truth right. And you don't have control. Any which way dude. You are smart only if you know this. Time moves and makes things happen. Just be the agent. It will happen if it has to happen. See the things moving and you being a part of it, and you realize the God's magic. That's all about it. Else whats of consequence anyway. Just let it happen. Your worries, your aspirations...are a laugh. Let it be and U'll see, they were really a laugh...a loud one at that.