Its a selfish exercise completely. Try to keep faith. Is there a God up there. Don't know that but you need the thought of him being there for sure. Help yourself to as much as you can get. And try to keep it. Its for your own good. Because you get to blame it all on him.
You know that you are not the one. You are being an agent of him. It allows you the freedom to live in an unplanned fashion and still have a healthy stomach. You let life to give you what it has in store because you feel that God will send something good eventually. It helps you from stopping to control any stuff and still be happy about it. By being irresponsible, you are allowing the freedom to come to you, which benefits you immensely. But also making you be good, so that you don't go onto an offshoot and lose the point. Of course, the whole stuff makes you feel its all pointless anyway. You and the world. But even if you make it all pointless, at least you allow for the right stuff. Its not about trying to mess up things since they are eventually pointless. The POINT is it is supposed to be pointless because there are more important stuff to worry about. Your happiness quotient. The honest true one. And that comes from working out any action that drives you towards it. To be honest, you don't have to worry about that either. Because once you let it be guided by HIM, things work themselves out. And the right stuff gives in eventually. Its about welcoming everything with open hands so that you don't become a filter acquiring things that you believe are right for you, and then letting them being a baggage for you. Its for allowing everything in and everything out, so that you are eventually empty and pointless ;). Which you are anyway!!
You know that you are not the one. You are being an agent of him. It allows you the freedom to live in an unplanned fashion and still have a healthy stomach. You let life to give you what it has in store because you feel that God will send something good eventually. It helps you from stopping to control any stuff and still be happy about it. By being irresponsible, you are allowing the freedom to come to you, which benefits you immensely. But also making you be good, so that you don't go onto an offshoot and lose the point. Of course, the whole stuff makes you feel its all pointless anyway. You and the world. But even if you make it all pointless, at least you allow for the right stuff. Its not about trying to mess up things since they are eventually pointless. The POINT is it is supposed to be pointless because there are more important stuff to worry about. Your happiness quotient. The honest true one. And that comes from working out any action that drives you towards it. To be honest, you don't have to worry about that either. Because once you let it be guided by HIM, things work themselves out. And the right stuff gives in eventually. Its about welcoming everything with open hands so that you don't become a filter acquiring things that you believe are right for you, and then letting them being a baggage for you. Its for allowing everything in and everything out, so that you are eventually empty and pointless ;). Which you are anyway!!
